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A little corner to share with my thoughts after what happened:
I felt sleepy today as I can’t get myself into sleep because I am still awake until 4am. I must tell myself to remember about yesterday and never repeat what is wrong again. Once again, I ought to say sorry and I can’t whine because I bought it upon myself. I also would like to thanks those who actually came and advise or console me. I know all those preach/advice, just that knowing them and applying them is two different matters. I must learn how to let go, after this incident, I might be seen childish or even negatively. However, I am sure that due to this, I ought to be more matured in handling things, etc.
My thinking must suit my age, ups and downs are part and parcel in life. It is just a matter on how you look upon it. Life can’t be that sail-smoothing all the time, thus, look on the bright side when you are down. Especially when you are alone, you tend to think of negatively things more and wildly. Keep yourself occupied, make yourself busy is the best solution to divert your concentration. Although I don’t wish this to happen in this way, I got no choice but to accept it regardless of willingly or unwillingly. What is done is already done; you can’t undo things like to recover spilled milk. The most important thing is that, don’t cry over spilled milk. However, I disappointed myself, I cried with reminiscences.
Thousand of words can’t contain/express how I feel, thus, I think that I will end here. Do things more maturely, don’t leave things HANGING; learn the various aspects of life. Knowing advices is useless without applying it. I wish all the best to both of them.
My thinking must suit my age, ups and downs are part and parcel in life. It is just a matter on how you look upon it. Life can’t be that sail-smoothing all the time, thus, look on the bright side when you are down. Especially when you are alone, you tend to think of negatively things more and wildly. Keep yourself occupied, make yourself busy is the best solution to divert your concentration. Although I don’t wish this to happen in this way, I got no choice but to accept it regardless of willingly or unwillingly. What is done is already done; you can’t undo things like to recover spilled milk. The most important thing is that, don’t cry over spilled milk. However, I disappointed myself, I cried with reminiscences.
Thousand of words can’t contain/express how I feel, thus, I think that I will end here. Do things more maturely, don’t leave things HANGING; learn the various aspects of life. Knowing advices is useless without applying it. I wish all the best to both of them.
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I went to work as normal but this Monday is kind of weird, the workload isn’t that high as every Monday. Moreover, soon my workload of everyday is going to be lighten by a lot because there is a new staff joining us and I was told to pass most of our daily work routine to her.
Monday, July 07, 2008